What should I write about?

I am so compelled to write, I am beside myself. It haunts me in my sleep. Each day goes by and I keep saying, Hey, you need to blog. I even have it programmed in my phone. I did it. I am blogging. I didn’t know what I was going to talk about, but, I just went with it, decided not to think too hard and began typing. I can only try.

I have always had the desire to want to write. I wanted to be an Author of some kind. I wanted to write poems, of course, neither one happened, but I am here. Right now, it’s never too late to discover your dreams. I never thought of making a living writing. Write about what? I always felt like he had to be extremely lucky or have serious connections to be a Writer for anyone. Since the internet came about and blogging, the platform has broadened and now anybody can write. I guess, it is my time.

Ok, so far, so good. I feel like I am doing something here. Perhaps, if I commit to writing and I do this consistently, perhaps, I can start a habit and eventually my natural creativity will come to surface and flourish with ideas. I want to write, I think I can be great at it and it is very therapeutic. #journal

Healing

This past weekend the weekend, Sunday March 24th 2019 was by far the most spiritual awakening, that I have ever experienced in my entire life. I made a major breakthrough this weekend and it is sure to change the course of my life. I went through a healing. In that healing, I discovered what I must do. My next is going to require courage. If all goes as planned everything will be fine and everyone can heal.

666

I was craving a tuna sandwich for lunch. I decided to go to Subway. This young brother prepared my tuna sandwich for me and when we got to the end of the register, he rang me up and the total came to $6.66.

666 is always a conversation starter. I told him that I embrace that number that I wasn’t upset that I had that number at all. He says to me,

people think that number is bad. As soon as he said that, I stopped putting my money in my wallet, I looked up at him and said, “I SEE YOU, KING”. I realize that this young brother was woke. That makes me happy. I realized that he knew what 666 meant. I glanced up at him, gave him some dap and I am sure the customers were wondering, what was that all about? 666 the mark of the beast. I am 666. 6 electrons 6 protons and 6 neutrons. I am the Universe. I appreciated knowing that my brother was woke.

Happy Birthday Mom!

Happy birthday Mom! On this day 87 years ago the most amazing person was born into this world. Lula Lavern Zollicoffer-Walker was born. As the old folks would say I wasn’t even thought of yet. Lula was my adopted mother. She had a beautiful smile a beautiful heart and she was the kindest person I have ever met. She would give you her last dollar. I feel this world was not good enough for her. Lula is no longer with us, but I hope that she rest in peace and that she is with me all the days of my life. I love you mom until we meet again.

To New Beginnings

It is New Year’s day 1/1/2019 and I am off today. I am enjoying this very moment with my cup of pomegranate tea and laptop in hand excited to blog. I am feeling very optimistic about the new year. In fact, 2018 wasn’t a bad year at all for me. I will forever remember 2018 as the year that I discovered myself.

For the first time in my life, I am in really good place right now. I never imagined being, here….. at peace. I have had a pretty interesting life with lots of ups and downs, twists and turns. It’s not like my journey was so special or different from everyone else’s, it’s that my journey is MY journey. I would love to share bits and pieces of it. I challenge myself to be transparent. This is why I wanted to create the kissitbetter blog.

The blog will allow me to indulge in a creative outlet. Writing has always been therapeutic for me. The challenge is consistency. I am exciting to start blogging, but this is a new territory for me. This will be a learning process and I truly hope this grows into something I can truly call my own. Something I created and allows me to be free.

“Healing yourself is connected with healing others” – Yoko Ono. The theme of my blog is healing and mental health information. I wish to research and share information regarding mental health, healing and healthy living. Mental health is a subject we don’t often discuss. I believe there are many people out there with mental health issues. As a future Philanthropist, I am passionate about researching information on mental health to help humanity heal. I hope this blog helps me along with anyone else who is interested in seeing love and healing on a global level. I hope you will embark on this journey with me. My name is Walker and it’s nice to meet you.